school

I have been in school for the past 19 years of my life.

19 years.

before that i sucked my thumb and rode around with my dad to properties.

really its 20 if you count preschool.

i've always excelled.

{except at math, of which we don't speak}

love reading.

good at relationships with professors and peers. i know how to work the system and i know how to critically think.

getting an actual job and making my own schedule?????

that i don't know how to do.

what is that going to look like? reading books i like because i want too. working at a job because i like it, volunteering or both.

i don't know what that means as a full time occupation.

am i allowed to do what i want? surely not.

i have been given every opportunity. if i don't succeed its only because of my own laziness or failure.

that's a scary thought.

on to craig's list!