when it comes to coffee i hate spending money on it i don't know why because its something that is greatly affected by how much you pay.
yet i think i hate the realization of how fast it goes.
i also usually get it for free from friends and connections and get spoiled.
i can't maintain this attitude though.
this is unacceptable when my whole paper is about quality coffee and spending more for the best. i can't tell people to spend more when i won't spend money on it. i feel this will change when i actually make money but its true that attitudes i have now will become habits.
i need to prioritize and spend money on what i value.
money is what speaks and so i need to speak louder.